I'm sitting here and thinking about how to put my thoughts into words for quite some time now. It doesn't seem like I can, so I'll just start with: Thank you for sharing this, it felt very personal. And it also made me think about myself. It was hard to swallow, I even got a warning for a high heart rate while playing haha. I just wanted to wish you all the best for the future, thank you for being in this world! :)