Atemsiel, as i don't follow on patreon, will write it here. Read what happened. Hope all is now going better, even i really get what you said, similar situation but with other debts. About Stormside, is your story, take your time to refocus, and if you think is better to restart, make changes, or something else, just continue and do it. Creation is enjoyment too, dont fight against what you love to satisfy another one. Hating later whay you create is a pain, own experience.