i think everyone who has been indexed could probably take a little break, put everything on hold, make no major decisions. until the payment processor bullshittery is resolved one way or another, there really isnt much point to ggoing down different paths. [theres a bill in congress over this because they keep doing it btw so thats...something]
feelsbad, but its a waiting game right now...
please dont lose heart, your story is great and thanks for it!