as a trans woman... no. i felt depressed when i was living as a guy, but this is because i had dysphoria all the time. on the whole my quality of life was substantially better if we leave out, yk, the depression caused by dysphoria. you arent entitled to other peoples' attention if youre a prick, and if i had to guess people see you saying things like this and go, "huh, this sounds like the kind of person who'd do a hate crime or sexual assault, because they feel they're entitled to my respect and admiration without having done anything to earn it, which means theyll likely get upset if i fail to provide it, and their standards wont be satisfied by me having reasonable boundaries", and they would back away slowly.