No problem! I just have one piece of advice: try interacting with someone like you—someone who’s also awkward or not very sociable.
It might help you build up your confidence.
In any case, good luck!
But I won’t get involved — it’s your private life, after all.
One thing’s for sure: your project is amazing, and you’re a good person.
I’ll just say this, like my mother often tells me:
Good people are rare. When you find them, don’t let them go — otherwise, it’ll be hard to build a connection with them later on.