I don't want anything anymore, I've already lost the ability to experience an erection, and all my fantasies have disappeared accordingly. What traumatized me was ntr, and what I just started writing here was a mistake. Just stop responding to me, I realized that I would never understand it. I don't want to wake up and see a message on my phone saying "you've been responded to." It would only further traumatize me. I don't think you're here to prove anything to me. I'm sorry if I offended you in any way. I'm not going to respond to anything else, so please stop responding to my comments.
p.s. I don't care if you think I'm weak.