If you're reading this and you heavily relate to how Eleanor thinks, I hate to be the one to tell you, but you're probably a Vulnerable Narcissist.
You're not a bad person for it, but you should probably aspire to curb those ways of thinking.
i appreciate your concern but you have to remember everyone was asked to write a "Toxic Yuri Vn" so hopefully anyone that relates to the emotions in this work understands it's not an emotion to revel in! i made this work hoping to make people feel a little less evil and insane for having "bad feelings". it is a bit awesome to get my first "don't do this in real life" comment on a game though.