oouuughhhhh okay god
when i read the synopsis and tags i was under the impression seolyeong would go ahead and break their idol/fan agreement, but having it be amarys with her own obsession towards her former idol was so good.
seolyeong, an experienced, broken shell of a person after going through the motions of the idol industry and learning that her art doesn't matter to those in power. the realist, the adult that went to college and dropped music despite still loving it because if her art doesn't matter then what is she but a zombie? and then amarys, at the beginning of her career, child-like wonder permeating her every move and action, but still tough as nails. seolyeong hates her for the passion she lost, and amarys hates seolyeong because she sees one of the paths she can take down the road if none of this works out
it was crazy, you guys are insane. the art was so GOOD, atmospheric and raw for this type of story, it felt dreamy, in a nightmarish way. when she took the pink lightstick out i yelled. and then she fucked her with it and i smiled and yelled
in a meta sense, this story is so very you my friend/writer, and i feel honored to read it with the context of who you are. i always say this but you're my favorite author for all idol things. nobody gets Them like you do i think. dare i say..... you're my favorite member
thanks for this!!! i will cherish it forever. you guys inspire me <3