Thanks for the recommendations.
I've been single my whole life(I'm 19). No experience. Reading ntr just... hurts? Idk. I guess it's just that I get too attached to these fictional characters. Something like having a parasocial relationship with a content creator. Whenever I come across ntr, it just pisses me off incredibly. But tbh, even when I barely play a game and the MC gets cucked, I just feel like shit for some reason. I've recently played Artemis and I hate Cass. You get introduced to her and MC's story immediately. So at that point, I wasn't even "attached" to the MC. It just pissed me off. Ntr just makes me feel a really bad way. Anger, frustration, and pain maybe? I know it's stupid to be having these feelings about ntr in fiction considering I have no experience, but I just feel it yk? I've read some horrendous, trauma inducing ntr before and it sucks. I can't stand even the littlest of ntr without feeling anything atp. Mind-break corruption ntr is mainly what messes me up.
Anyway, sorry for all that rambling. I've downloaded Pale Carnations just now. I'll be giving that a try. And, uh.... does it have ntr? 😅 Really hate cucking.