so with a username like PocketClown, i of course had to play the yandere VN about clowns.
that said, my username is mostly just due to me being the clown of the friend group LMAO as such, i will admit that my own personal penchant for clowns in general is probably average; they're not my usual wheelhouse or hyperfixation or what have you. i like the aesthetic to what i like to imagine is a normal enough degree. i love me some flair and flamboyance as an ex-theater kid.
that is to say: i like the clowns of The Freak Circus to an incredibly non-normal extent KAJSHFHKJLSAKLJG i am absolutely hypnotized and intrigued by them, and am dying to see where the story goes
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LIGHT SPOILERS BELOW
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Pierrot is simultaneously charming and adorable yet mildly unsettling, and oh my god i need to kiss him face all over. i don't know if it's a mask or makeup or neither yet, but being poisoned to death by stage makeup (or whatever the hell is in the food >A>) is a risk i am ENTIRELY willing to take. a small price to pay for Pierrot kisses!...And yet despite all of that, despite the sweetness, the whimsy, the overwhelming and irresistible charm of a puppy dog Pierrot who is just so happy to have you touch him, I could immediately recognize how dangerous he could potentially be. Constantly I was thinking to myself, "Hm, yeah. I can't tell if you want to eat me or eat me. I get the distinctly bad feeling that the answer is 'Yes.'"
And the worst part? I am so, so into it, and as such am so afraid (and excited LOL) of what will happen if he realizes that his affections are mutual, sharing both intensity and a twisted nature.
And Harlequin. Oh Harlequin. Or as I like to call him now: "Mr. The Cuckolder". Since we're still early in the game, I'm unsure if his interest in the MC simply stems from wanting to steal her away from Pierrot. I did take a peek at the tumblr page and saw the tidbit about him, Pierrot, and Columbina and these lil pieces of information are really getting the gears in my head turning. Especially since I can't help but wonder if both Pierrot and Harlequin's affections stem from some kind of conflation with or substitution for Columbina.
Perhaps this interest towards MC will develop into something deeper or "truer", for lack of better words. What i mean is, i wonder if Harlequin is simply playing a game with MC as a mere piece on the board to piss off Pierrot, or if he will develop some kind of genuine affection for her. Or if what he is doing right now is how he shows genuine affection. Regardless, I want front row seats to that show.
...even if that show is essentially me being locked in a cage with two starving carnivores for the crowd to marvel as i try, to varying degrees of success, to avoid being torn asunder.
And what kind of carnivores are these indeed? What is with those teeth, those eyes, the mouths that just come and go as they please? What are these funky lil clowns? I just gotta know.
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SPOILERS END
ღゝ◡╹)ノ♡ Really wonderful demo and I am intrigued to see where this goes! It was both fun and heartwarming yet I am so goddamn curious to see what the whole deal is. Take care of yourself!