I go back to this to feel better a lot because I don't know how long I am going to have to wait to get hrt and it makes me happy. theres so much love in the world and I cannot wait for the day when i can sit and hold both my qpr's hands while starting hrt. I cannot lose hope. this game is filled with the joy and ridiculousness that got me through and will usher in new beginnings for me when I can escape and its really sweet and nice