I understand man, if you feel the need to do something do it, especially with your situation. Im glad you're Christian and still know what you're doing and you're sane and aware of it. In the end, its what makes you happy. I have one question before i end this comment. Will there be more Mona scenes where you do more with her? Like not just the hand and mouth service she did at breakfast but more as in doggy, chest job, etc. But again aside from my question, whatever makes you feel happy man, bless.