Okay so, I noticed a trend of suicidal comments and I kind of feel like I should bestow my not so genius wisdom upon you guys. I honestly can relate to some of these things like the su1cidal thoughts at one point in my life. I never really talked to anyone about it because-I didn't want to worry anyone, so I came up with an idea with this beautifully smooth and miniscule brain of mine. I decided to-right then and there-change my view on life. I decided that life should be viewed as something, well, more relatable and understandable. YK? So I started thinking of life as a hardcore video game with many, MANY obstacles. We only have one life in the game and we have to maintain healthy relationships with the NPCs. I know it may be a tad bit of a cruel way of thinking, but it actually helps. If we win the game and die by a cause that isn't on purpose, we win and go on to paradise in the afterlife. If we die on purpose however, we would lose the game and prob go to hell or smth. At least that was my view. Make incentives for yourself to influence you to keep going, like, if you last for another month, you could treat yourself to something. Guys, there are always reasons to keep pushing on. And who said you couldn't make it fun along the way?
I am Neo and if you want to vent or smth I am all ears :)