My god ๐๐ i wanna warm her up with food and give her hot chocolate ๐ its heartbreaking that she forced herself to be perfect, she deserves so much love ๐ญ๐ญ
It's actually a fear influenced by a really mean teacher she had as a kid (basically made fun of her when she didn't understand something), and she hasn't told anyone. But I PROMISE she gets better and eventually gets out of the mindset! She also really loves hot chocolate.