I absolutely loved this. Experiencing loss, feeling lost, being isolated and alone, almost numb, the deep raw sadness it can bring and the bitter sweet complexity of even trying to express it, the desire to withdraw and try to out pace it and those few incredible people who notice and try to help. The need to keep moving, try something new, to keep trying and the magic of how, sometimes things seem to just come together and then the fear that staying might actually make you happy. To say this is excellent is a gross understatement, it moved me to tears.
It's a theme and context which I feel is impossible to understand unless you've experienced it and then almost impossible to express. Thank you for this, I will treasure it.