This short story has everything! Antipsych swag, gutwrenching body horror that made me feel sick (honorific), a sexy, seeeexy cover, a nonbinary worstie (<3), an MC that has a bad time and makes it worse, incredible intense gore described in vivid detail (again, if the gore does make me cringe and want to puke a little, then I know its great! and it did!!!) and even a dog (that does not get harmed)!
In general if the cover makes you go "Huh, interesting" please just check this book out. If you need more incentive this book is about the spiral where everything just gets worse and worse and what to do if you can't stop it. Also read this book if you've ever wondered what life would feel like when your mental health is bad already, your band is falling apart (again) because of your situationship with the singer and suddenly the little dust sprites from spirited away lived in your bathroom and did a little dance whenever you had a bad time.
Tws are provided in the back of the book, but I will also type them up here: Skin picking, skin chewing, alcoholism, medication abuse, paranoia, hypnagogic and hypnopompic type hallucinations, severe self mutilation, gratuitous gore, graphic on page body horror done to self, implied eating disorder (including struggle with food contamination), implied past suicidal ideation, choking during sex, emetophobia, character death, declining mental health, spiraling severe borderline personality disorder symptoms.