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Okay, cool. Then it's iust something that builds a strong connection over more time with These flashbacks as tools? I think I get it now and I feel silly for having such difficulties to grasp this approach. It's vastly different to what I am used to...

Im autistic and really really struggle with new approaches like these simply because it's done differently than what Im used to read and there are patterns in my head of what is to expect for almost everything... So I tend to over analyze things and over-explaining my difficulties which then results in me repeating myself 'cause in that state Im simply unable to see the whole picture, I just see that irregular occurance that ( in my brain) does not make sense....and that again is often seen as being intentionally too critical...

 Sigh. It takes time for me to utilize better coping mechanisms, e.g that simply asking for clarification is often times enough for most situations and can help me to understand what is happening, to then being able to lose those strict concepts in my mind of what I was expecting to happen. It's an all encompassing problem of mine - and again I am rambling and over-explaining 🫠

Im so relieved getting answers without any indication that my ramblings were misread as being rude. Which I really didn't intend to be... So thank you for explaining me what to expect, it helps immensely to be able to fully get the whole picture now. I know most ppl don't struggle with comprehending this IF's concept like I did...so thank you for being patient with me and not drawing any conclusions based on my vastly puzzled if not overstrained input...or at least not voicing it...or accusing me...🙈

I also greatly enjoy your other fic here and love the concept of Crowny. I can relate in so many levels to that character's despicted "weirdness", it's sometimes kinda eerie... I appreciate having the possibility for such a representation, it's so fucking rare. It's not the same as my autism I know, but nontheless I felt, well,...seen. 

Again, thank you🙏🏻. Even though I mostly decide to be a silent follower I want you to know that I am grateful that I'm able to read your works. It's such a tough move to post your own stories online and share it with others. I hope I'll be able to do the same one day.