i came back and tried again because i wanted a happy ending, the girl/monster does not seem to understand that we are more than the sum of our parts, if a human being gets broken down into parts they do not live on through a transplanted heart, they might through a transplanted brain but if i delete an ai from a pc then make a new ai the old ai is dead and is not going to keep on living, same for a human, if i was to tear up the circuits in your head but leave your body alive then you would die, if i could feed the monster with my body but continue on as a ghost with my ordinary mental state that can interact with the world perfectly fine and be seen and talk to people then i would without an issue as even though my circuitry is ruined my being would still continue, being fed to a lion causes your mortal existence to cease and therefore is called death, you get digested and when the feces are excreted it is mostly the bacteria that grew inside of you and is no longer your flesh