I dont know if ill be on tomorrow...
There's been a lot that happened today
I understand certain people may find me just being myself unfunny
Some people simply don't care about my opinions, feelings, or what I have to bring to the table
I understand me saying this stuff a bunch today is probably annoying
I realize I can't please everyone
The name is not a joke or a bit, it's how I genuinely feel
I also understand the post I made earlier about being a doormat may have confused some people into thinking it was a joke. I was serious, and it honestly hurt to see the 4 upvotes (I'm not counting Amalgamest, he realized it wasn't a joke and took away his upvote).
To anyone who thinks this is their fault, it's not, it really isn't. I've gone through a lot in life, and everything has just been piling up. I've been holding everything in, just because I don't want to be rude to people. I understand it's not healthy to do that, but if I just unload everything, people may think im just a rude person.
I also don't want to just make this about me, and I understand there are other people in this chat going throught things too. To them, I just want to say, it's OK to take a break sometimes, it's alright to tell people how you feel (without being rude), and sometimes you just need to let everything out.
I'm sorry if I'm yapping, rambling, or just being annoying with all this. I don't know if I'll be back tomorrow. Gn chat...