I hope you are reading this mr/ms/(whatever you want to go by) lion, and wanted to say that thank you so much for creating this, but also I'm so sorry to hear your struggles. Honestly considering everything that you have been through, I'm surprised that you keep on continuing your work instead of just quiting altogether. Like I feel bad for not doing giving you something for your troubles and seriously wanted to donate to you money whichever way I can (but can't sadly since I don't have a back account :( ) , like I've been following you since 2019? And ever since I have been patiently waiting for new things that come from you (to fap of course but that's besides the point.) but ever since the first serious post which was created in late 2022?(I think) I was starting to get worried about you and your overall being, like genuinely speaking here. I'll be sad to see you one day calling it quits, but I do understand why and hoped you do well in life. Sometimes it's best to focus on your needs and problems then continuing the pain (something like that Idk). Sorry for the long text and slightly somber feel, just want to let you know that I hope you're doing well and taking right precautions to your overall being man.