You are definitely...let's just say, not right. You are literally like 1 to 3 days into the story at most, judging by the story real time. Those feelings count for something in the upcoming updates.
Ps: Not every scenes where you see a naked girl ends up with you banging her. Depending on the context, that might be called "rape" in real life, and "superficial" in AVNs. To each other own, I wouldn't judge. I appreciate the interest though!