I'll throw this comment down here because I want you to know from an outside point of view.
You will be missed. To the people who don't know you very well, or people who aren't your closest friends or family. There are some of those people who will keep you on their mind.
If you'll allow me, i'll tell you a short, true story.
My step-sibling's boyfriend had attempted to take his own life.
I was unaware of the situation and what I was about to see and walk upon.
I'm not close with my step-sibling's boyfriend, nor are we friends. We've talked once or twice because he's my sibling's partner.
But most days, even though it's been a few months now, I think about what we found. I think about what could've happened if we didn't take the rope down, or show up sooner. I have terrifying dreams about the situation and him being in harms way. The thoughts and fears and panic won't leave, no matter how much time passes.
I want to try to keep most of the details out of this story, especially since it's a real experience. But I want you to know that people, even if they aren't close to you, will worry about you. They will think about you and miss you.
It's easy to say "Oh, no one will miss me." "I have no close friends/ friends around."
but there's always someone.
I love you! stay safe out there!