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exactly!!! a lot of them were jealous of me. and it’s not to help my ego, it’s the TRUTH. i had a LOT of friends sabotage me to prevent me getting what i want-one of my closest friends stopped talking to me because i quote on quote “stole presidency from her”…i felt so sorry for her 😭.

and thank you!! i am fun, like in general when you get to know me as a person, i can be VERY helpful and a VERY good friend. what’s sad to say is that i always involve myself with the bad people, i only have about 2 real irl friends lol 😭😭😭😭. and i have TONS of “friends”. i mean, i had a friend group of 30 PEOPLE. it was insane. like i hate if i sound as if im glazing myself but i was really popular at my old school…

this new school im actually really liking my friend group!!! i have 2, kinda small but i still talk to a LOT of people. everybody is so nice like i love my friends, super non-toxic

Do Crime(Nightcrawler)1 year ago

That's great for you! I don't really talk to anyone tbh I'd kms if I did so much as stutter bro people make me so uncomfy actually. It's not that I care that much about how I appear to others I just have a crippling fear of people in general.

I'm personally not really popular at all. People know of my existence at least, but tbh if I stopped showing up I think the only person who would notice would be the principal. I really just wanna get through these next two years then say goodbye to this school and everyone in it forever. I have friends in my neighborhood, and I have online friends. I don't need ones at a school I hardly care about filled with people I actually hate but have to act friendly with because it'd be awkward as shit to have beef with someone in your class. That's too much socializing for one day, sorry.

Just like introvert things yk. I don't really like talking to people. It's why I sit alone at lunch and sleep in class. Because I'll be damned if these guys know one fact about me that isn't the fact that I exist.

natty1 year ago

i’ve honestly always wondered why some introverts ARE introverts, yk? like i hear the: “they’re shy”, all the time but i don’t think it’s quite it, no? like as an extrovert when people ask why i’m loud i give them the reason why i was given the CHANCE too be loud, so i took it… (i had a speech disorder growing up, and it was REALLY hard for me to speak. so now that i can talk, i won’t shut up)

i love socializing honestly like

it’s so fun

i love it because i can just like

blah blah blah

and i meet new people

it’s so

awesome! 😎

Do Crime(Nightcrawler)1 year ago

I mean I love talking and all, I'm a yapper at heart, but I will only yap to people I am comfortable with.

Only close friends get yapping privileges. Everyone else is limited to one word answers and awkward laughter.

Also most introvert aren't shy per se it's just more of... ew socializing. Just the idea of existence near people especially strangers is enough to strike fear into an introverts heart. If I had to pinpoint a reason it's that I genuinely don't know how to talk to people. Like people are so confusing, you have to make eye contact but also don't do that too much or else you'll be creepy, stay engaging, but don't talk for too long or else you're weird now, oops. It's like, why did we have to invent a bunch of stupid rules for talking to people. Can we not just talk? Anyway it's just really draining to talk to strangers because of all the dumb unspoken rules. Especially I a group setting like, when do I talk? Did I talk out of turn? If I say something weird then I've embarrassed myself in front of a group instead of just one person. Talking to close friends is easy cause then you can just talk instead of walking on eggshells.

natty1 year ago

i think life should be lived with thrill, that’s how i was raised at least. i don’t really have introverts in my family, mostly just extroverts who’s jobs for a living are TALKING too people. we have too little to live; why waste it? my mom has always told me to say: “hi good morning” to anybody who really makes contact with me and if they don’t respond that’s their issue, not mine

i can’t even say i act different around friends and close friends, honestly i’m not a fake person who’s two faced, i don’t NEED to be because i enjoy my personality. of course everybody has different opinions but talking will always be my favorite thing in the world

Do Crime(Nightcrawler)1 year ago

Uh I am not two faced really. Like even if I don't like someone and still act friendly with them it's not that I'm dragging them along or anything I'm more so just "haha I don't have the capacity to be mean to people I barely know and arguing makes me cry so I guess me and this person are friends sorta"

This one boy in my class, sits next to me, I absolutely hate his guts, but he's the only person at that school that even really talks to me. I still consider him my friend. Will I ever talk to him after I graduate? No, and I'm 100% sure he'll do the same. But are we friends? Yeah. I would never pretend to be friends with someone that's a shitty thing to do. Even to shitty people.

I hate talking to people because I'm bad at it. I don't know what to say and I don't know when and I don't know how. It's either take the risk of socializing and mess up so you can stick out like a sore thumb and now everyone looks at you weird, or disappear into the background. Disappearing is the less scary of the two options.

Also small talk is the single worst thing we have invented as human beings. Small talk should go die in a ditch. Like what even is the point. You can talk normally guys I swear no one's gonna explode if you just talk.

Point is, I'm happy with my personality and all but I don't like being "the weird kid" so I just kinda keep to myself. I don't pretend to be someone I'm not I just simply don't even talk.

natty1 year ago

no no sorry idk if u took it like i’m calling u two faced no ofc i’m not, like i understand what ur saying i wouldn’t call anybody 2 faced unless they really are!! and i totally agree with you on the small talk part, even as a person who’s an extremely chatty i hate small talk because it dies so quickly like what’s even the point of it?? 😭😭

but yeah, that’s why i’m trying to sorta get to learn everybodies perspective in like talking n stuff like that bc i’ve never really had…introverted friends

their just mean but extroverted

which

sucks

Do Crime(Nightcrawler)1 year ago

100% unrelated but I hate when I'm showing someone a movie and they just Could Not Be Bothered.

Like they're hardly even watching, they're on their phone, they're doing whatever. Just tell me you don't like the movie. Then when you ask they're like "no, no, I'm watching." YOU ARE CLEARLY NOT.

I literally asked "okay, what happened on screen just now" what response did she give? "idk"

oh yeah yeah great thanks you really seem like you're watching.

What's worse is SHE SUGGESTED THE MOVIE IN THE FIRST PLACE NOT ME

And I hate when people completely dismiss a movie just cause it's a musical. "The songs are pointless and annoying" tell me you don't understand musicals without telling me you don't understand musicals. I'll tell you what's pointless and annoying, YOUR FACE. If the songs piss you off that much, skip over them, fine, whatever, but when you've missed important story info, don't come fucking crying. And you know what, if it is one of those musicals that does actually have pointless songs because, yes, I can acknowledge those kinds of musicals exist, that doesn't mean you should completely dismiss the entire idea of the movie. The plot, the characters, the ideas. All of that wasted because of a couple of dumb songs that you can easily SKIP. Yeah sure why not ignore the hard work and blood sweat and tears people put into this production FOR YOU, because "the songs are just so annoying" YOU'RE ANNOYING

DOES NO ONE CARE ABOUT ART ANYMORE ARE YOU FIVE DOES EVERY MOVIE HAVE TO HAVE COLORFUL MOVING PICTURES IN THE FIRST FIVE SECONDS OR ELSE YOU IMMEDIATELY LOSE INTEREST I GET THAT NOT EVERY MOVIE IS GOING TO BE SET TO EVERYONE'S TASTES BUT ITS LITERALLY...

We were watching THE ROAD TO EL DORADO

be honest. Should I kill her.

ITS NOT EVEN JUST THAT SHE CAN JUST TELL ME SHE DOESNT LIKE THE MOVIE IF SHE DOESNT LIKE THE MOVIE BUT SHE DIDNT THEN AT THE END SHES LIKE "terrible movie" LIKE WHAT THE FUCK ACTUALLY

SHE HARDLY EVEN WATCHED SHE WAS PLAYING FUCKING ADOPT ME THE WHOLE TIME SHE DIDN'T GIVE TWO SHITS THEN SHE HAS THE AUDACITY TO SAY "terrible movie" TO A MOVIE SHE DIDN'T EVEN WATCH

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