But don't let everything go by itself, it's better to do it so that everyone who mocked you later began to respect you. Or you like being fat?? So do something about it, bowboi gave you some good recommendations!
By the way, I usually played in N1 almost all the time, but then I had more time to study because every year it got harder, and I started playing only in the summer. But this summer I didn't played :/ still a lot to do... but I will definitely be back!