you should just start new game if you take that long
To be honest, I've had a few days off. I didn't expect this. Since I had the chance, I took your advice and started a new game. And I got through it. Even though the game is a bit raw, I enjoyed it.
Eccma, it's an amazing game. Honestly. It's violent, but it's as violent as it needs to be. The combat is challenging, but not annoying. Interesting characters, REALLY addictive quests and story. The variation of ways to play the game is also great. And most importantly, here (as in life) you can be a hero, exactly until you make a mistake, which I haven't seen in other games.
Hopefully in 5-7 years the game will be much bigger, more interesting and even better. Will definitely come back to it in a few years, and expect exactly the same emotions if not better.