I was stuck there for a little while but being distracted by mountains of IRL bullshit has provided me with new motivations & insights to pursue new paths
found a new path forward, or the one i was looking for by concentrating so hard cleared up
also i've been itching to do some network dev ... may have found some lucrative work taking the skills i've honed here & being able to showcase it without revealing the secret sauce but still doing my thang
as i've said, maybe, its a joy to code in lisp-in-C or with s7, writing boilerplate scheme code is like my dream job these days, its fun and i can actually solve challenges with it as a tool, and i wanna show i have the skills to pay the bills here and that this is not more vapour from the xanadu camp
chippin away at it, we so pringles