Every levels are one emotion

SCENARIO

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Where am I ? I can’t remenber what happened… wait… that’s like a waking dream, what is this place ?

Oh, now I remember. I tried to kill myself with medicines. I don’t wanna live anymore. Or, should I talk to past ? I am dead ? Is there… that ?

I hate, or hated life. Life wasn’t for me. Well, maybe it was, but I think I wasn’t made for living.

Life is only a very long time of sufferings, and Death is the only healing. You live for nothing.

… But where am I ?

I feel like… If I was here, but without my body… Am I in my « soul » form ? Without any body ?

Hey, what’s that ? A Ball ? I can’t move as I want with that !!!

SHAME :

I always felt shame. I remember the laughters of the other kids. The first time, it was terrible and I cryed everyday. But, I finally became familiar with this. Kids are horrible persons, espacially with other kids.

AVERSION :

This world is rubbish. Violence, sex, drugs, people era so stupid so they become controlled by these addictions, and in the same time the « powerful ones » can do what they want. Look at them, they do it just behind a trash… That’s disgusting.

PRIDE :

One of the very rare moments of hapiness in my pathetic life. I won this cup when I was in High school. It was a cross-country race. I finished first, and I have to admit I still don’t know how. But I was so happy I wasn’t thinking about it on the moment. I wish I’ll be able to feel this again...

SADNESS :

A moment like that… I had plenty of these. For everything. Everything made me Sad. I was constantly suffering, and nobody never came to me. The only thing I had to fight were my tears. I can fill a whole pool with it. Life sucks. But I won’t cry again.

JOY :

His name is Spoofy. He was only 3 weeks when I got him. I was so happy, and he was my best friend. My only friend actually. Everytime I was crying alone on my bed, he came to me, as he wented to say : « You’re not alone. At least I am here ».

ANGER :

I feel hate. A lot of hate, just by remember his face. His name was Tony, I call him « No-Heart Tony ». His main hobby was to tax the young girls in front of schools at the end of the day. But one day when I went to collect my little sister after school, I saw him bothering my sister. I crushed his head. Literally.

FEAR :

I… I am scared. I remember of everything. Everything good, and everything bad. I’m still suffering. Am I dead ? Is that it ? Death ? Suffering again, but forever ? I am scared. I don’t want to suffer anymore. I don’t wanna die. I want to live. I hate it ! I hate death ! HELP ME !

LOVE :

Help me… Mia ? Mia please help me. You are my only reason to live. You make me breathe and fight everyday. I wonder about you everyday. I want to be with you forever, Mia. I love you. I don’t wanna die, please help me. Give me enough power to live again. I LOVE YOU !

EYES OPEN :

What ? Am I…. alive ? Was I really die ? Did it works ? I… I’m alive !!!