hello, it's been a time since i uploaded something or even talked about any of my projects. i want to say sorry for the the inactivity and also the lack of professionalism. i was very busy these last months but also i don't had any motivations. a lot of things has happened, but i'm okay and hopefully i will be working again on my rpgmaker games and stories.
certainly all my works are made for me and a way to express and i know there's people that don't like it, and it's okay! after all, MY WORKS ARE NOT  FOR EVERYONE.
I will work again on my projects, i revisited Doomspiral days ago and smiled when i realized how pretty it looks, how the efforts of my team created something nice, is not much, but is enough. i'm trying to not force me into get in pressure with my games, art etc, maybe i'm not 'showy' creator, too friendly and my works are not something that people could say "oh look!" maybe me and my works are not made to be "famous" and it's okay, i feel that if that ever happened i wouldn't know how to handle with it wwww

States/information about projects that were mentioned in public such as twitter, group chats, instagram or projects that were taken down:

Doomspiral-
it will be uploaded soon, to be honest i don't want to spend more of my time of it, it's probably my first """""big""""" game and i want to see it as one of my first small steps. i don't want to get too "stupid" to it so i will finish fixing it and uploaded it soon. me and my team have worked s good time on it!

Cat Head In Concrete-
the game was taken down since the current state was pretty awful, also i lost the files and there were no beta-testers or any archive.

Paranoia Night-
first game uploaded! i want to make a remake of this one or use the character (Monochromatic) for other projects.

Doomspiral:The First Child-
is under development, at the moment i have made almost all tilesets. story and plots are already written and archived. this project. i don't have any date of release, probably not this year for sure but it will exist! i like how the game sprites look!

Descend-
it will be public again when the new doomspiral releases 

i would like to make a yume nikki fangame since i got rpgmaker 2003 a few weeks ago, i have some small ideas about some effects but i don't have any characters design for the dreamer though.

i hope someone enjoy my future works, i really appreciate the comments!
please consider support me on ko-fi, i'm an artist and i do commissions to keep living. the link to my website is on my profile, i remade it some weeks ago because i discovered it wasn't phone friendly.