Posted June 08, 2025 by Xarishro
I want to start off by saying I'm not planning on abandoning this project at all, so you don't have to worry about that ever. It will be on hiatus for at least another month or two though. I also apologize for not responding to comments for a while. I usually do, and I'll respond now.
I mentioned in a previous devlog that my life situation had changed in a bad way. Unfortunately, things have just been getting worse and will likely not get better any time soon. I usually talk openly about my life stuff in these devlogs, but at the moment I'd rather wait until I'm in a better headspace to do so.
Another thing is that I'm working towards improving my mental health. I tried a couple different medications for my anxiety but the side effects weren't worth it, so now I'm wanting to try therapy to see if that might help rather than trying another medication. I hadn't actually realized just how bad my anxiety was until my husband pointed out to me how much it's been destroying my life over the years and limiting what I can do, so I'm trying extra hard to work past it. It's really rough at the moment, but I think with time things should get better hopefully. I've become pretty close to a couple of my friends recently and they've been a huge help so far. A lot of my friends have been. I'm lucky in that I have a really good support network, so hopefully things will get better over time.
But yeah, at the moment I'm having trouble focusing on much, so I'm going to continue taking some time for myself. I'll let y'all know once I've doing better and when I start writing again.