Posted April 17, 2023 by SweetChiel
#Bermuda #update #WIP #progress
Hi, guys. What's up?
How did your week go? Mine was depressing :')
Today, I find myself grateful. Grateful because I've finished Bermuda and handed over the proofreader to someone I trust... Because my mind went blank last week when I opened the doc. document for the artbook...
I'm sorry everyone, as much as I wanted to make some progress for the artbook, I can't seem to find the motivation to do anything after my day job. Not because I'm physically tired, it's more like my mind doesn't want to do anything these days. My heart feels heavy, I think I'm still grieving. We have cremated Kiara and spread her ashes to the sea, but I miss her very much. Whenever I'm stressed out, I would always hug her and bury my head into her fluffy neck fur. She has the softest fur I've ever known, but she's gone now... I hug Juno very often now, but it's not the same. Rather, I've become more cautious and dread the day when Juno will also leave me. He's 7 years old now and while I don't want to think about it and cherish the present, Kiara's passing made me think about a lot of things. The funny thing is, as a doggo lover, I know the risks, I know the joys and sorrows that comes with it. But like a masochist, I keep coming for more :'))
One good news I can tell you is I've backed up Bermuda in my HDD. So I don't have to worry about anything happening to it. I just need to wait for the proofreading to finish and polish it again. As for the artbook... please bear with me, I'm still trying to get my mindset back on track. I'll also still write updates every week to let you know what I've been up to.
With that said, for now, I will busy myself with my day job and try to find peace by hugging/petting Juno. He is very obedient these days and no matter how hot the weather is, he'll still let me hug him... here's hoping I'll return to my usual self soon ><
Until then, please take care of yourself and stay healthy!
Don't skip your meals, drink lots, and rest plenty!
xoxo,
SweetChiel
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