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UPDATE 31/10/2022!

Nusantara: Bermuda Triangle
A downloadable game for Windows, macOS, and Linux

Hi, guys! What's up?
Thank you so much for everyone's concern & replies! QuQ
This is why I kept coming back here. Reading your advices did wonders to my nerves, I can calm myself better & sort out the facts. 

When they visited, there are some things I forgot to tell them because there's just too much to say/remember... But like some of you said, I don't think it's worth it when the man himself doesn't want to fight for me. It's exhausting. Especially when I found contradictions with the relatives words, like; they said my mom in law told them that my ex-husband have tried to fetch me but I didn't want to. When clearly, no one came to fetch me. I don't know who lied, my ex-husband or the mom-in-law? They also told me I forced my ex-husband to buy a house/apartment or I won't come back, like... ??? I clearly told him to rent/buy/even come move to my house. I was even prepared to use the gold I received from Sangjit as downpayment. But no, he didn't want to. (if there's ever a chance/ if they still have the courage to meet up with me, I'm planning to show them our chatting history as proof).

Sometimes, I found myself praying, apologizing to my grandma & God because I'm weak and can't hold on to this marriage. For Catholics, there's no such thing as divorce because what God has joined together, no human being must separate. I'm quite religious and like midichats said, what if it leads to a long, unhappy marriage? In addition, when midichats said she went back to re-read the updates to get to know my situation better (God bless you for being so thorough for my sake Q_Q), something she said struck deep within me; 'Your marriage is not the priority to him'.  It struck me. Because what she said is very likely be the truth and I was very sad. Sad, because I might've been grasping on a small hope; that he might turn for the better but as time passes, it becomes clear that I was never the priority for him. The wedding vows we exchanged held different weights... In any case, I would like to thank you for this. Otherwise, I wouldn't know about my feelings better ^///^

On the other hand, no one from my ex-husband's side visited me again since then. 
I think it's good news? Because I've told my side of the story, so if he/his family have anything else to say or fight for, I was ready to face them. But since they're not here, does that mean I'm finally free? ðŸ˜‚ *sigh* oh well, whatever happens, I will be okay because I have you guys here. Not to mention my mom, who have been quite irritated because every time she's out of the house, someone visited and she missed out lol (first was when they brought back my things, second was this visit from the relatives).

Now then, let's wrap this up before I write more textwalls and forget to tell you about Bermuda's progress last week ðŸ˜‚ 

- 18 pages got programmed in! I'm finally finished with the programming, but the last scene still needs some intensive polishing. I will work on it slowly while I work on Chapter 4 part 2's CGs!

- Programmed in 2 new side character sprites, 1 new item!

- Minor Polishing of 2 CGs~ nothing big, just something involving body proportion x'D

My plan for this week is to focus on making CGs! Chapter 4 part 2 should have at least 3 CGs, 4 if I change my mind on one scene... Hmm, I'll need to make up my mind >_<

That's it for now and see you again next week!
Please take care of yourself! Don't skip your meals, drink lots, and rest plenty! :'3
xoxo,

SweetChiel

P.S. If I didn't reply on your emails/messages, you can find me here. I will be busy writing replies to each and every comment I've received last week <3

P.P.S. HAPPY HALLOWEEN! \(-^_^-)/

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