Posted November 21, 2021 by Blu3Be4ry
I'm tired of making excuses. But it's a month over dead line and I've not even a 1/5 way through. I'm not going to lie, and I'm not going to cry like a bitch. I get hate comments every where I turn from not doing anything. I can't focus enough on making this game to get better at writing/art. My life outside outside the internet is shit. I don't know. I've spent 3 years making this vn and no one even knows my name. And the people that do say I'm evil. For something that's just a simple misunderstanding. So, if anyone's wondering why I'm so slow at making updates (let's be honest, no one does. This project is dead by now.) it's because of that. I don't have the mental ability to literally dedicate my life to making fantasy "erotica" and get fuckin' degraded for it.
TL;DR: I'm undergoing a big mental block for making this game and I'm sorry.
On a happy note, I'm going to be getting out of school soon. And long story short, I'll have more time to do this. I think. And once I get this day done (in the game) the routes are going to be splitting. So I can make induvial updates on each route. So I won't look like I'm dead.