I don't know anymore...

I made a post a few hours ago about retiring this account, but then I decided that was a stupid idea, so I'm not gonna do that.

The truth is that I'm a mess right now. It feels like my life is falling apart and everything I do only seems to make things worse.

Game development is going horribly and all I can think about is my ex, who basically hates me at this point.

The only thing I thought might help is if I write about the situation... which it kind of does, but it also doesn't really solve anything either.

Life has never hurt this much before, but I'm doing my best to get through it.

Thank you for reading and being here with me.

-Jason