Why I stopped working on Spank A Skunk

Okay so the reason I quit developing on Spank a skunk and when completely dark was that I felt ashamed of myself for using my coding skills for a game like this. It felt weird and wrong to use horniness as my motivation instead of an actual want to make a game. So I want to try instead and motivate myself to make an actual functioning game that is also kind of degen fetish bullshit so I don't lose track on making it, but again actual game. idk wether a casual game that's actually a game or some full attention high stakes game where you cant use the other hand to stroke your dick to fartfetish content and focus. But I cant fully guarantee my return, because I feel like if I do I'm going to just return to not doing it, feeling ashamed, and going dark for like 1-2 years again. so I might come back, I might now, who knows :3