Sorry, there is no transmasc version on account of the fact that at the time I made this game I only wanted to write about my personal experiences. Unfortunately, I did not and still do not feel like I could properly do a transmasc version.
Personally, I think of myself as transfem and nonbinary and the game draws from that experience, so that might be why the game doesn’t seem particularly conclusive about whether or not it is transfem.
As a christian, even if you're transgender. God will still love you, hope you heal soon from the dysphoria! (Remember, if you're a transgender man/woman. You're still considered a man/woman.Don't listen to the transphobics.) - Love, from a sweet demiromantic and ace cis female. <3
Is this what'll happen. If I want to live as myself, just thinking about it makes me never want to come out but at the same time if feel like ill never move past this if I don't. I'm sorry, this game just hit a little too hard even as an egg
It’s rough sometimes, but I am much, much happier these days. It’s nice to be my full, authentic self and the game is unfair in that it doesn’t make an attempt to share any of the positive experiences I’ve had, and there are many of them.
For me, it’s hard to fully describe the change that happened after coming out. I found joy and happiness in places I didn’t expect. I hope you find happiness too, good luck out there. <3
At first this made me upset, but as I continued... I just got angry. I had gotten so, so very angry. This shouldn't happen to anyone, and I'm honestly disgusted that it still is.
this is one of my favourite games on the site, it kinda perfectly describes my experience of gender dysphoria. If I were asked by a friend why I started my transition this game is what I'd send them.
Truly a beautiful game, I found myself in it, only that in my case I don't have the courage to talk about it and I remain uncomfortable in silence while people's words hurt me, having no one by my side. Anyway nice game <3
I am organizing a game festival (called "what's it like to") about empathic video games in Antwerp, Belgium with my non-profit organization and would like to exhibit this game, if that's okay for you. If so, which credits can I add? Who is the designer, etc.? Maybe a link/code to your website or social media if you have any?
Hi there! I’m the designer. You can credit me as “exodrifter” (all lowercase) with a link to exodrifter.space. It would be nice if people at the event know that the game can be played for free here on itch.io or purchased on Steam.
I’m more than happy to have anyone exhibit the game (and I’d love to see pictures of the event too). I hope the event goes well and thanks for playing the game <3
That constant, consistent creeping sense of... Of... I don't even know, it's that strong on me. ...Despite being a little closer to cis than trans, all things considered (Still some speculation over callin' myself Demiboy or not, tbh).
Brave 'uns, y'all trans folk. All of y'all.
- A moderately anxious (& overly disorganized) Bisexual
i've learnt how hard it's like to be a transsexual through this,well,emotionally,i quite look up to these people who have the bravery to act against the God's will.from my point of view ,the body is in possession only of oneself ,and one has the right to define its life and gender, we as friends and relatives defenitely should give more care to these guys.
this game was like several punches in the stomach, but the pain won't go away easily. this is gonna give me quite a bit to think about too. I very much enjoyed this experience (even tho I felt quite sad and hurt while playing), I think more people should definitely play this game. it'd be nice to see more games like this from you.
oooff as a transfeminine person still in the life of my transphobic parents i heavily relate to this- to anybody trans living with their parents who reads this, your freedom doesn't end at being called something you dont want and wearing something you dont want, make good friends who will respect who you are and youll make it <3 best wishes
This series of interactive scenarios resonates with my experiences as a young trans woman. I hope that folks like me are able to see this project and recognize that they're not alone in these moments, that life continues and can improve, and that there are women who share their circumstances, as well as their desire for respect and compassion. Thank you for creating this project, and I wish you well.
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This is really awkward. Good job.
ty <3
this is really well made; everything, from the voice acting to the story telling aspect
Thank you, I really appreciate it <3
Is this transfem or transmasc. It seems transfem and I'm wondering if there is a transmasc version?
Sorry, there is no transmasc version on account of the fact that at the time I made this game I only wanted to write about my personal experiences. Unfortunately, I did not and still do not feel like I could properly do a transmasc version.
Personally, I think of myself as transfem and nonbinary and the game draws from that experience, so that might be why the game doesn’t seem particularly conclusive about whether or not it is transfem.
Ah, alright! Have a good day!
As a christian, even if you're transgender. God will still love you, hope you heal soon from the dysphoria! (Remember, if you're a transgender man/woman. You're still considered a man/woman.Don't listen to the transphobics.) - Love, from a sweet demiromantic and ace cis female. <3
Thank you for your kind words. I appreciate it <3
Is this what'll happen. If I want to live as myself, just thinking about it makes me never want to come out but at the same time if feel like ill never move past this if I don't. I'm sorry, this game just hit a little too hard even as an egg
It’s rough sometimes, but I am much, much happier these days. It’s nice to be my full, authentic self and the game is unfair in that it doesn’t make an attempt to share any of the positive experiences I’ve had, and there are many of them.
For me, it’s hard to fully describe the change that happened after coming out. I found joy and happiness in places I didn’t expect. I hope you find happiness too, good luck out there. <3
It's good. Great execution! (:
Thank you, I appreciate it <3
At first this made me upset, but as I continued... I just got angry. I had gotten so, so very angry. This shouldn't happen to anyone, and I'm honestly disgusted that it still is.
I wish things were better too. Thanks for getting angry on our behalf <3
thank you so much for this game.. it reminds me that i'm not alone in this experience
you’re welcome, thank you for playing <3
Damn this hit hard and for real, being transgender this felt way too relatable and i honestly felt anxious when playing this
10/10 :]
i’m glad it was relatable, thanks for playing <3
im not even transgender or anything but this was cool
thank you, i’m glad you liked it!
this is one of my favourite games on the site, it kinda perfectly describes my experience of gender dysphoria. If I were asked by a friend why I started my transition this game is what I'd send them.
I’m happy to hear it’s one of your favorites! I hope your transition is going well and thanks for your kind words <3
This is my girlfriends name, I love her so much this made me emotional.
It’s a good name. Thank you for sharing <3
Truly a beautiful game, I found myself in it, only that in my case I don't have the courage to talk about it and I remain uncomfortable in silence while people's words hurt me, having no one by my side. Anyway nice game <3
Thank you, I’m glad you enjoyed the experience <3
I hope you find someone to stand by your side.
I am organizing a game festival (called "what's it like to") about empathic video games in Antwerp, Belgium with my non-profit organization and would like to exhibit this game, if that's okay for you. If so, which credits can I add? Who is the designer, etc.? Maybe a link/code to your website or social media if you have any?
Great game!
Hi there! I’m the designer. You can credit me as “exodrifter” (all lowercase) with a link to exodrifter.space. It would be nice if people at the event know that the game can be played for free here on itch.io or purchased on Steam.
I’m more than happy to have anyone exhibit the game (and I’d love to see pictures of the event too). I hope the event goes well and thanks for playing the game <3
I will definitely send you some pictures of the event (which takes place 23-24 september). Thank you for answering so quickly!
Hi there (again)! Can I have your email purhaps? I want to ask you something about this festival we're organizing. Thank you!
Jesus CHRIST, that hurt!!!
...Not in a bad way, per se, but still!
That constant, consistent creeping sense of... Of... I don't even know, it's that strong on me. ...Despite being a little closer to cis than trans, all things considered (Still some speculation over callin' myself Demiboy or not, tbh).
Brave 'uns, y'all trans folk. All of y'all.
- A moderately anxious (& overly disorganized) Bisexual
Thank you, and thanks for playing. I’m happy to hear what you though of the game.
aw man this hurts. but in a cathartic way. it's definitely something i'll be coming back to. thanks for the great game
I’m glad you found it cathartic, and you’re welcome. <3
this game was amazing i can tell you put so much work and emotion to it!!
thank you so much, i’m glad you enjoyed it <3
Of course!!
i've learnt how hard it's like to be a transsexual through this,well,emotionally,i quite look up to these people who have the bravery to act against the God's will.from my point of view ,the body is in possession only of oneself ,and one has the right to define its life and gender, we as friends and relatives defenitely should give more care to these guys.
Thank you for playing and the support you express, I am happy it was a worthwhile experience for you.
this game was like several punches in the stomach, but the pain won't go away easily. this is gonna give me quite a bit to think about too. I very much enjoyed this experience (even tho I felt quite sad and hurt while playing), I think more people should definitely play this game. it'd be nice to see more games like this from you.
Thank you, I hope I can do so again <3
Have you ever played and read the warning knowing damn well it's you but you just don't listen
I hope you are doing okay.
I'm alright I guess but to be honest I can relate to this game except I'm trans and gay so I'm a dude. :)
oooff as a transfeminine person still in the life of my transphobic parents i heavily relate to this- to anybody trans living with their parents who reads this, your freedom doesn't end at being called something you dont want and wearing something you dont want, make good friends who will respect who you are and youll make it <3 best wishes
thanks for your kind words, best wishes for you and everyone else as well <3
This series of interactive scenarios resonates with my experiences as a young trans woman. I hope that folks like me are able to see this project and recognize that they're not alone in these moments, that life continues and can improve, and that there are women who share their circumstances, as well as their desire for respect and compassion. Thank you for creating this project, and I wish you well.
Thank you for playing and the well wishes <3