even though the fact that english isn't my first language, making some plot points incomprehensible because of the punctuation, this killed and resurrected me and made me a new person and oh fuck how i Loved the "destroy me again" part, because it makes me think of the person i really shouldn't talk to again, but i really want to
im dying, longing, and im translating this into russian to haunt my friends forever and ever with words that will haunt me forever and ever too as a transmasc person and as a person whose flaws are very obvious