um pretty sucky
i had my phone taken away for a day (i'm supposed to get it back TODAY), but since i just told my mom: "i didn't text u in class", and she thought i was talking back, shes taking it away till like friday lmfao
i've also wanted too talk to her abt certain personal things, but each time i think abt it its like; should i really?? what if im not ready???
but at the same time
the longer i keep it away from her, the less likely she is too actually BELIEVE me
i've never had a really good relationship with my mother
WANT too
but
just cant have everything u want in life, yk?
its like
each time i try to get closer,
SOMETHING has to happen for us to argue.
and the thing i want to tell her is smt that i've been keeping away from her ever since i was 6 dude.
so
like
yeah
a bunch of years and i still dont have the guts too tell her
but now that i do
this entire fucking week we've been arguing
so at this point, its like: "okay so like should i quit orrrr"
but thats my life rn
wbu lofi?
