Nat rat
It's me Lofi
Please could you say hello to my brother for me
And tell him I'm sorry for the topic spam
um pretty sucky
i had my phone taken away for a day (i'm supposed to get it back TODAY), but since i just told my mom: "i didn't text u in class", and she thought i was talking back, shes taking it away till like friday lmfao
i've also wanted too talk to her abt certain personal things, but each time i think abt it its like; should i really?? what if im not ready???
but at the same time
the longer i keep it away from her, the less likely she is too actually BELIEVE me
i've never had a really good relationship with my mother
WANT too
but
just cant have everything u want in life, yk?
its like
each time i try to get closer,
SOMETHING has to happen for us to argue.
and the thing i want to tell her is smt that i've been keeping away from her ever since i was 6 dude.
so
like
yeah
a bunch of years and i still dont have the guts too tell her
but now that i do
this entire fucking week we've been arguing
so at this point, its like: "okay so like should i quit orrrr"
but thats my life rn
wbu lofi?
oop damn-
Wanting to is a good thing, it just takes some time building up the courage and stuff. You shouldn't be the one actively trying to make it better if your mom won't put any effort in at all
Maybe start off small, like 'appologising' for the 'backtalk' (don't put like it heart and soul into the apology, just make it sound sincere)
Unrelated to the apology thing- maybe like- go shopping together or something and talk about her interests and yours and see what y'all have in common, build from there
(I'm sorry if this doesn't help but I hope it did)
For me other than the recent panic attacks and almost relapsing I've been doing pretty okay, my friends birthday is today so yeah I'm hyped for that
....I TOLD HER AND SHE STARTED CRYING. IT WAS ABT LIKE UMM...how do..iiiii sayhyyyt fbnedjuyhe this
SA
basically
yeah
such slayyy
but now me and her r besties after that talk
even tho i kept on tripping over words
i was like
"bhg#DYE^hjidehsjUFYEGTDCBSHJUYGFEDWHJ"
yeah
BUT UM
YYAYAYAYAYA FRIENDS BIRTHDAY
TELL THEM I SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY