aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh- WILL MY SOCIAL ANXIETY SHUT UP FOR FIVE MINUTES
Ok so at school, during like break time, I saw this girl ok. And this girl, she's a year older than me, and this girl, her hair is like really pretty. She has like long hair and it's a very strong ginger color, like Anne with an E, and it's just gorgeous, like really pretty. So I wanted to go up to her and compliment her hair, but my social anxiety screams at just the thought of even walking up to someone, let alone complimenting them in public, AND they're a stranger. I would die, right then and there. So I was like "okay, I'll wait, and one day I'll work up the courage to overcome my social anxiety" it's been 2-3 days depending on if you count the first day I saw her or not, I still can't do it, in fact I think it's getting harder to talk to her the more I wait to talk to her, because like she noticed me looking at her a few times and so I thought it would be awkward. Like just imagine chilling and then all of a sudden this random girl is just staring at you, and then that random girl that stares at you sometimes just walks up to you and says your hair looks pretty and then dips. I'd be extremely weirded out. So, in conclusion, we're gonna have to give up on complimenting this random girl's hair. Mission failed, we'll get em next time. I will overcome my social anxiety one day. But that day is not today.