Hey man. For what it's worth, I see this and understand. Met you at PAX back in...2017, I'd say it was, and really enjoyed the game in the mini-tourneys we had.
It's a big project, and in my (and my friends') opinion, it was fairly well fleshed out and balanced, and even as a multiplayer only, it can more-or-less hold its own.
What I'm getting at is,....be proud of what you made. it's still a big achievement and a hell of a lot of progress considering you were learning the whole way along. If you ever make something else out of the bones of The Moonfields, I would definitely love to see it. But as it stands, your situation is completely understandable, and I (and I'm sure many others) all just hope you're doing the best you can for yourself. Good luck on your new/next endeavors.