You did not discourage me, i have the same opinion. Don't worry.
maybe you can find someone or a friend that can fix the grammar/spelling errors?
I would like but I don't know anyone to do that and i can't pay an editor x)
Is there any way to contact you? iImay know someone that would be willing to help out with that for free. It's just a thought if you wished to continue or work on another project.
If you want my discord : .nightmaredrake