IM GONNA KILL MYSELF I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING I WISH I NEVER JOINED THIS FUCKING PLACE. MY LIFE ISNT WORTH ANYTHING I DONT CONTRIBUTE TO ANYTHING AT ALL I'M JUST A STUPID RETARDED LOSER AND IM GONNA CUT MYSELF SO MUCH I HIT A VEIN AND DIE AND THAT'S WHAT I WANT I FUCKING HATE MYSELF AND I JUST WANNA DIE AND BE FREE FROM MY MISERY.