Good way to explain and describe these feelings, this paranoia. I have trouble passing

no you don't

I am not trans, but i have friends i care deeply about that are and i realise more as a result of this game, the things that i take for granted and then i see how i blind i am, and i thank this game for the brief moment of possible insight. it makes me think about my next steps and see things for what they are and what they could be. Praise! Praise! Praise! and thank you!