Hello everyone!
Navigating social media still feels quite alien to me, even as we're nearing the 1-year anniversary of "Within Your Eyes" release — can you believe it? I'm more naturally active on Tumblr, and I'm sorry I neglect my updates here. I'm trying to improve that.
My last update on Tumblr in February shared some personal challenges, and while this post addresses some of those sentiments, I believe it's crucial to maintain this bridge between me, the creator, and you, the wonderful audience. The wait for updates, however brief it may seem to me, can be an agonizing wait for you — and for that, I extend my heartfelt thanks for your patience.
First, this update isn't an April's Fools joke, as much as I wish it were. Secondly, maintaining a level of transparency is important to me. It lets you all understand where I'm at and what to expect. With that, I apologize there was no March update.
In my last update (found here), I hinted at some hardships in my life, and things were looking better. Unfortunately, sometimes life tends to kick you down when you're trying to get back up, and that's what happened not long after that update. This time, however, it took a heavy toll. I really tried, but I could not get back up on my own this time.
I had to step away for the most part and work on healing. I'm genuinely starting to feel better now, with each day being a little clearer and brighter than the last. Writing is slowly becoming easier again, which is a huge relief. It's strange how little time has passed, yet it feels years away.
As I believe I've stated before, I have no intentions of abandoning my story; this still rings true. There's just a regret I lost the momentum I gained.
Progress hasn't been at a complete standstill, and I'm still slowly working on drafts. It's hard to explain without delving into personal details — know I'm trying my hardest. I'm unsure what the word count is at the time of writing this, as I'm still going over and refining it. However, I have finished a few more scenes and I'm nearing the finish line.
Lastly, for those who visit Tumblr, I'm sorry I disabled the asks. There are quite a few I need to catch up on, but answering was, and has always been, hard for me. I'll probably put together a FAQ post in the next few days (as well as finish a certain post I've been neglecting). Anyway, I hope to enable asks again in the near future.
Thank you all once again for your incredible patience. I'm sorry if this update isn't what you hoped for. Regardless, I hope Part Two is well worth the wait!
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