Hey all, Sana/Shirley here.

Sketch and I had another falling-out. It's over for good this time. That means that any projects we planned on working on together are cancelled indefinitely. "My Controls Are Broken!" is one of those and, unless I can find another pixel artist (and more), Pinori as well.

The best part is, it's all my fault. I wanted to be like Toby Fox or Temmie Chang, and yeah, that's quite a big goal. Not only that, but it's probably the most unrealistic thing you've ever heard, at least coming from a complete nobody such as myself, right?

I'm neither Toby Fox nor Temmie Chang. I'm just your average stubborn edgy chronically online mentally unwell teenager that was unfortunate enough to have access to the internet. I'm so mentally unwell that I can't do basic things anymore. If I'm not doing something I want to do, I'll only do it if I have to (like schoolwork). I always wanted to finally get good at art so I could make things like comics, maybe even get projects like Pinori done all by myself (well, sorta. I'd still need a programmer). But no, at this point I can't bring myself to pick up a pen and paper because the things I have to learn to get good at drawing are extremely hard to master and take years of practice. My laziness and lack of an attention span ultimately win, years pass by, and I regret not doing anything because I could have been good at that point, but I sat on my ass and pretended to be bored anyway.

And then I have the audacity to try and make projects like Pinori, where with every little detail I was biting off way more than I could chew.

I'm so pathetic that it's not even funny. I don't belong here. I don't belong on the internet. This place is why I am the way I am. I'm genuinely so sorry for existing. I'm sorry for creating an account on any website ever.

Every time I want to do something I thought the internet would find interesting, please remind me that in reality, nobody cares.

To the 4 people that are viewing this, I'm so sorry for plaguing the internet with my existence.

* Quick edit: I'd just like to clarify that the cancellation of MCaB! and Pinori do not affect Pinori's Python demake, PyNori. That's something I'm perfectly capable of developing by "myself" ("myself" in quotes because I can just use ChatGPT to help me).